理不清楚

又开始混乱，归根结底，还是生活态度的问题。为什么人有时候会感觉属于两个世界，和不同的人在一起属于不同的世界呢。

走路变成企鹅的胖子，亲亲叛逆的小妹妹，变老的老李，爱钱可爱的妈妈，这是我的世界，生活了二十几年的世界，身边令我时而伤心时而欣慰的男人，又是一个世界。难道这两个世界不能糅合在一起么

杭州的夏天很热，热得出奇，大叔苦恼的说，有什麽哪个城市不热？其实，不热的夏天，不冷的冬天，春天的和煦和秋天的凉爽也没有多大意义。

出门收拾收拾自己，回家收拾收拾屋子。再收拾收拾心情和思绪。挺好。

不管生活过程怎么样，终归要move on

把人生放在别人的身上太愚蠢。。。

开贴学习西班牙语。

什么时候看电视已经成为一种派遣孤独的东西？打开电视仿佛我们不是一个人在。

胖子说，只要爱过就好，就无悔。可是深夜里的伤痕什么时候可以复原。

无论如何，不要害怕改变。上帝关上一扇门一定会打

今夜感觉爱情就像手里的流沙一点一点的流失，心痛却无能为力。没有办法去左右另外一个人的变化和发展，也不应该去左右。当夜里你在流泪，身边的人已经沉沉入睡，是不是一种别样的凄凉？

看来当夜猫子的人并不多，大多数同学的生活都是正常快乐的。

爱一个人是多么纠结的一件事情。想到过去的林林总总，心头有恨意，为自己不值。想起一起住在平房里，夏天夜里热的睡不着起来冲几次凉，再睡不着，坐在门口一个人看星星，不忍心吵醒另外一个人。早上起来却开心院子里有蔷薇香，想起身上只有两碗牛肉面的钱。想起爸爸鬓角的白发有多少是为我而生。

我想我毫无疑问是个好女人，只是身边的人越来越不知道珍惜。

后悔吗？总要年少轻狂一回。但是我放了太多在这个男人身上。是该到了放手的时候。不知道为什么两个人就走到了今天。是对男人的判断失误了嘛？

嫁人最好的年龄应该是在三十到三十五之间。找一个白手起家的男人，始乱终弃的风险总是比较大的。

自己的意识终于开始复苏，这个就是妹妹说了很久的丢掉的气质吗？也许。再次见到我的时候，也许这种风格又回来了呢。也许，这是一种好事。

也许我真的会在三十岁以后才结婚，嫁给一个已经成熟的男人。这样的爱情和生活才适合我。

现在的我，是一个拿着鞭子的女人。

从某种意义上，感激这个男人，帮我完成成长路程上的一次蜕变。不会再相信愚蠢的真爱，再次验证科学发展观是多么正确，辨证法是多么实用。

曾经戏言只谈过一场恋爱，经历一个人，是一辈子只吃一道菜，也许，我也会有那个幸运多吃两道。

要重新做一个码字的蜘蛛吗？maybe。

也许我和小猪可以合写一个专栏。

窗外的天空不时有飞机飞过。其实我们都很渺小，为什么不要相亲相爱？

这个社会，为什么我们还不要真情，最后的一根救命稻草？

过好每一天，过得好一点，才是对生命的珍惜。

恐怕，大多数人心里都奢望，自己能主宰自己的人生。。。。

辞职已经一个月了，慢慢忘记了辞职的初衷，不敢告诉爸爸妈妈没有在工作，怕他们担心。

不想草率的随便找一份工作，我的下一份工作应该还是外贸，应该要符合以下条件：

1．产品有竞争力，或者价格，或者研发能力

2．中小型工厂

３．老板有营销概念

４．有网络平台、展会等拓展渠道

I have finished my job as a sales manager in August 15th.In that company,I supervise the oversea department, handle the communicational affairs with production deparment, with the boss, trying to analysis the market, offer imformation to the GE  for reference,hold meetings when i think it is necessary, make and explain the sales policy.

Let me see, what did I gain from last job?

1.I knew some professional managers , trying to know why they can be sucessful.

2.I knew how is business going on

3.I knew finacial is very important in a company

4.I knew benefit is very important in management, that is to say,every time you make a

dicision or policy,you have to think about the relevant people.What will be their reaction?

5.I knew there is no friendship in work ,the only thing is corporation on the basis of benefit.

6.I knew a leader should be one who can control yourself, one who can always draw a beautiful picture for your fellows even if you don't believe in it.The key is you have to believe it.

7.I knew how to manage a sales department,money and some administrative measurements.

8.The functions of management  should include plan, deligate, communicate, control and so on.

9.It is important to find the right person for the position, or it might be a disaster.

10.I became a little tougher, i think it is a good thing because you have to say no to somebody .You also have to point their mistakes when necessary.

OK,what i did bad?

1.I need the authority.Where is my authority? Facing those salesman who is more professional than me in sales, how can i lead them?

2.I need to put higher standards for myself ,nomatter in job or life.It will be good for me.

3.I need to control myself better. Sometimes i compained in front of my fellows.It is obviously forbidden.Each time when i am calm , i can always handle all things.But if i am in bad mood, even the simplest thing can make me crazy.

4.Last but most important, you need to ask for power form your boss.If you want something,go and ask for it ,or you will lose it.Do not be shy.

Well, i appreciate my last company, they taught me a lot.And most guys there were nice.

But i think the biggest problem for them is they should take more time to look outside,the see the market ,the competitors,the whole line.